I'm under treatment. Apparently i have forced my self too much, don't know if you guys remember i wrote something about that the last time on my journal, i haven't been feeling two of my fingers since january, apparently i have some nerve damage.
The treatment is not the big deal, but the doctor recommended to take it easy on drawing and some heat and cold applications to get the nerve back to normal, basically i have to put my hand and switch between really cold and hot water two times at day and go back to her in two weeks. Also some creams she recommended.
Good thing is that means i'm pushing my self hard enough to get better, it means im pushing in the right direction, because one isn't trying hard enough into something until you hurt your self trying to achieve your goal. Ill take it a bit easy those days on drawing, but ill continue to work and try to improve. I need to get better. I want to be better.
I want to draw so good one day ill present my portfolio to the best companies in the world and they will have to give me a job, who knows maybe next year i'll debute on somewhere like valiant comics or IDW, and from there to work harder and climb up to the top.